You hear about breakups but you never think about how much it can affect a persons life. I remember breaking up with my ex and me being depressed for about 3 months straight. It still stayed around for a while but those 3 months were like hell for me. I cried every single night, those nights. But I never failed to remember who was there through the whole time. It was God, he made me feel safe and seen. It’s crazy because my family were home, but never had the ears to hear me. I knew God was there because I felt him everyday, I would worship and leave it all in his hands. Heartbreak is no joke man! It hurts so bad, it feels like someone literally took my heart out. I remember worshipping in my private place with God and crying; I told the Lord I would never forget that moment. I said this because it marked me. God reminded me in that season of this verse, “But the Lord said, “My grace is all you need. Only when you are weak can everything be done completely by my power.” So I will gladly boast about my weaknesses. Then Christ’s power can stay in me. Yes, I am glad to have weaknesses if they are for Christ. I am glad to be insulted and have hard times. I am glad when I am persecuted and have problems, because it is when I am weak that I am really strong.” ‭‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭12:9-10‬ ‭ERV‬‬. It was really in this season that God was working on me understanding this verse. This means that even when I am not okay I should be worshipping God even more. It’s through our trials and tribulation where God is glorified. He uses what we’ve been through and what we sometimes put ourselves through, all for his glory. He also uses it to mold us and to turn us into the wonderful beings he’s always intended us to be. The line that really stuck out to me “because it is when I am weak that I am really strong”. That line really got me man! I was like God, HOWW is it when I’m weak I am really strong!! That line really got to me, it kind of frustrated me. It didn’t fit in my head how I could possibly be strong if I am weak. How do they coincide, but in God those two correlate perfectly. Once I understood this, the way I worshipped and lived was different. I understood that God makes me strong when I’m weak, but it’s because of HIS power that’s doing it. It wasn’t my power or strength that caused this, it was and will always be his mighty hand. So after that when I went through something I comprehended that God gives me strength when I’m not okay. So I should praise him and give him my hurt. I should give him my situation and problems, because it shall pass. I just worship in the midst of pain and trials because when I’m the most vulnerable is when he is going to lift me up. Pain sucks, but at the end God always uses what the devil meant to kill and destroy you, to lift you and his name up. That season was so hard for me I genuinely felt weak, but that season also brought me closer to my Father in Heaven.